the end of the chapter

Hello peeps!

Last post was during hari raya. And that was, hmm, 4 months back?

Im sorry I neglected you, bloggie. But trust me, if I were to write during that period you would probably see no more than some lists of depressing heart pour posts, knowing how tense I could be and how emo my posts are when exam comes near. -.-‘

So are you not happy I choose to write now, when everything’s settled and im so carefree? xD

Yes. Everything’s settled.
And there’s nothing else I could say to express my gratitude to God.

Alhamdulillah. Only You I could rely upon. :')

Last four months had been very hectic (read: super duper giler hectic). Now let me tell you why.

The exam fever.

Fifth and last periodical exam [定期試験]. Japanese Language Proficiency Test N1 - JLPT [日本語能力試験]. The Examination for Japanese University Admission for International Students - EJU [日本留学試験]. Finalization Exam for JPA students [修了試験].

All squeezed into 2 months or so. The tense was needless to say. IT WAS A REAL PAINFUL MOMENT. But lucky me I have him to keep me company. ♥ :)

See the happy faces? :D
Obviously not during the exam. Ini time register je. No wonder lah kan. -.-'

Happy faces again! ;D
Because exam was over and we managed to hentam all! Oh yeah -.-'


-no much pics.-
Its exam period, u see. Mana ada mood, and kalau ada pun wajah sangat lah bengis tahap singa sembelit.
Cheh.




Its holi-holi-day!

In between exams yang super duper pack tu ada je holiday sebenarnya. :) 1 or 2 weeks every after one exam lebih kurang. And yeah I know it should be my chance to study for the coming exam lah kan, tapi hehehehe.

Tadaaaa :D

Eagle Land - Langkawi!

Rumah Cik Puan Mahsuri.

Spot the niji (虹) / rainbow! :D

The dream is sky high. And we need your help to flap our wings. ;)

Cat City - Kuching!

Indonesian border market

Taman Kebudayaan Gunung Santubung.

Congratulation! Moga berkekalan sampai syurga. InsyaAllah~ ♥ :)


The Heritage Town - Taiping!

Shahira and her new-found bestie. Meet the orangutan!　
そっくりじゃん~ hehe



The End of the Beginning

So now the exam is over! ;D
Among other things we did before we graduate;

Created nonsense haigu 俳句 (Japanese poem)
Mine was the top far right. Translate: the clouds on the sky, so soft, so sheepish.
LOL that was just so bare and childish. T.T


Beautifully wrote our kanji of the new year 2012 in calligraphy! Its so beautiful I wanna cry. :')
Note; mine was on the very top, second from left, and it means そら (sky) okay, not からっぽ (empty).
Kanji could really make so much confusion -.-'


Acted like senseis and the blackboard was ours! We are creative and we know it. :')


We are flying without wings~ ♪♫
-rooftop of IBT- ;)


Last bus ride to IBT. :'(


Last class with Okumiya Sensei.
Notice the blackboard? He was actually learning bahasa Melayu with us on our last lesson. Awwhh~ xD


EJU WAS OVER. AND SO DID IBT! The sweats and tears of 21 months finally meet an end. Oh thank God. Alhamdulillah.

And it ended with tears too. :’)

f26a - class of 2010-2011! ♥

Housemates of a42! ♥

Lambang kasih sayang. Hehe :')


Its a legacy to organise a party every after graduation, aint it? :D

Okumoto sensei ♥


Homemade bihun goreng. Made with much love and affection. ;)


Awh heaveeen.


*salivate*

Kopek Durian Contest for sensei! :D

And the winner goes to....
Kimura Sensei! Oh yeah xD


西井先生、内村先生、村中先生、近藤先生、奥本先生、八巻先生、清宮先生、他の先生方。♥
来て下さってありがとうございました！(^o^)/
２１か月も大変お世話になりました！


Love IBT forever ♥



The dupdapdupdap Part.

The JPA held a meeting to decide whether we, the scholars, get to fly to Japan or will be kicked out. *ouch*
And the result was announced last friday. その恐ろしいといえば。。。 x(

When the result was going to be announced, everyone was shaking. Yes, shaking, literally. Well, it was pouring real hard outside and half of us were already wet from head to toe anyway, from walking in the rain all the way from Mid Valley to IBT. -.-' So I guess its not an exaggeration. ;p
But our hearts never stop praying. Hands gripping. The air felt thin and I swear I was gasping for air. Its the result that decides our future. The result that tells that all our tears and effort for the last 21 months worth something in the end. The result we've been striving hard and stretching out for. The final, ultimate result.


Yeah ok I admit life does not actually ends there. Even if I didn't get to go to Japan I've already prepared myself to accept it wholeheartedly, and believe God knows best. There must be other local unis to apply for, and other courses to dive in. And why, the road of Jihad could be in any form and any direction as long as it aims for the right thing, right? :)

But easier said than done. To gain that strength would require super strong faith. And to allow others to accept the same way is another thing. It's never easy. And a chance like this doesn't easily roll down your lifepath. What about the sacrifices and hardwork? The hopes and expectations?

So yeah, I could say I really put so much hope on this. VERY much.



And.



And Alhamdulillah. The whole batch was granted with a chance to study abroad in Japan. Officially.
Hoorraayh! :D
Now its just time to wait which uni will accept us. That will be in February :)



Before/After

The paranoid feeling vs. the over the moon feeling. xD



Alhamdulillah. Only Your Will could grant. :')



So we crazed and skipped and jumped around looking for the next silly things to do! What else could you expect from girls freshly broke from the jail of IBT? ;p

We found a red bear.

Hugged a white bear.


And made a lifetime personal challenge to perform in public. Woohoo!
But oh, don't be mistaken. I was only the photographer LOL.

The two main characters, and two penyibuk one. xD


And we burabura ALOT.


This is a form of burabura too. But we call this rehlah. And I would really love doing this again! ♥ xD


Oh my. My back aches already.
So I guess I will have to stop now.
Bye bloggie. Don't miss me and please behave.
For this 2 months I will try to update and not let you collect dusts too much xD




AsSalam ♥

PS: There are things I really want to tell. And its about a real big leap in my life. But maybe next post. ;p